The Hollyoaks star, who lives in London, is hoping to raise awareness for the condition in new Channel 4 documentary Me And The Voice In My Head.
This is the agonising moment Joe Tracini struggled to answer even a simple question due to his battle with Borderline Personality Disorder .
In the documentary, which aired on Monday night, Joe showed just how much BPD impacts his daily life when he couldn't answer a straightforward question from the camera crew, which eventually resulted in him breaking down in tears. 'Right now I'm thinking everything from f*** what if the cheese has gone off to how much better my family would be if I just died.'He told the camera crew: 'It feels utterly mental. This is mental. I want to be able to talk to you.
'I've never known why I have BPD. I do know that it's bloody hard to live with. This is the worst I've felt, now.' 'I live with something called Borderline Personality Disorder and one of the symptoms of that in me is that I think about killing myself a lot,' he explains in the show. After leaving Hollyoaks, Joe hoped to form a career as a comedian - but his BPD and panic attacks have prevented it from becoming a realityJoe appeared on Hollyoaks as Dennis Savage from 2011 to 2014
Joe was supported by a psychologist through making the film and will continue to receive support following the show's transmission.Joe Tracini: Me And The Voice Inside My Head is on Channel 4 now.
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